On October 25, 1995, Mellor sodded the field in Milwaukee. The maintenance entrance at the left field wall was open for the grounds crew to come in and out, with a direct opening to the street. Mellor was tending to the outfield when he heard the revving of an engine. He looked up and saw a woman turn into the entrance and speed toward him. He raised his hands, braced for impact, and took the nose of her car in the side of his knee. He flew into the air and landed in a crumpled pile along the foul line. She spun the car around and sped toward him again. Mellor laid on the ground thinking that this was how he was going to die. The woman slammed the brakes, slid the car sideways, and stopped within a couple feet of his body. She kicked the car back into gear, and sped out of the ballpark. She was eventually arrested. It turned out that the woman was mentally ill, and thought she was at the field as a stunt driver for a movie.
Mellor went through four surgeries after that incident. The physical pain was unbearable. But he went to work as normal, pretending everything was fine. And then, on a July afternoon in 1998, his phone rang. His brother Terry had died of a heart attack.
Mellor inherited Terry’s car, a deep-blue Caprice Classic with tan leather interior. He drove it to the stadium everyday. He kept the spare change left by Terry in the cup holder. When Mellor was offered the position of director of grounds at the Boston Red Sox, he drove the car from Wisconsin to Boston, his wife in the front seat, their two daughters in the back. His dream had come true, and he wanted a piece of Terry to make the journey with him.
Shortly thereafter, a parking attendant at Fenway accidentally crashed the car, can-opening the passenger side. Mellor told them to clean it out before it was hauled off to the junkyard. The attendants found a pill underneath the driver’s seat. It was nitroglycerin, a common medication for chest pain. Terry never told anyone that he was having trouble with his heart; like his brother, he never revealed his pain and vulnerabilities.
Though Mellor pushed on, throwing himself into his work and pretending everything was fine, he was in agony. He started drinking. After an on-field back injury in 2005, where he compressed a disc in his back, he was forced to sleep in a chair for over a year. Mellor has endured over 40 surgeries and countless nights in hospitals. In August 2006, his wife Denise confronted him—his drinking and self-isolation was tearing the family apart. “It was like a knife to my heart,” Mellor says. “I never thought I was hurting my family.” He stopped drinking that night.
Mellor finally came clean about how much physical pain he was in. He started with regular pain therapy, but without psychological care, his nightmares persisted. Denise noticed that they became increasingly worse as anniversaries of the accidents came around. “He would wake up screaming in the middle of the night,” Denise says.
Mellor’s daughter Cacky, by then a college student, was a psychology major with a focus on trauma. In late 2010, to better understand what his daughter was studying, Mellor read an article in Smithsonian Magazine about Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. It laid out 12 symptoms—by the end of the article, he was in tears. He had experienced 10 of the 12. “I always thought I was just a messed-up person,” he says. “I had no idea that it was PTSD, that is was something millions of other people also dealt with.”
Mellor immediately sought treatment at Boston General Hospital. And on February 25, 2011, five months after he began counseling, he slept peacefully through the night for the first time in almost 30 years.
His presence on the field, too, has taken a turn for the better. “The change in Dave has been drastic,” says Jason Griffith, second-in-line on the grounds crew who has worked under Mellor for 15 years. “He’s just happier now—not as stressed. The small things don’t get to him anymore.” Every day, Mellor is thrilled to be working at Fenway: “Mowing is a source of pride,” he says. “I’m allergic to grass, but when I mow and my head blows up like crazy, it’s just a bump in the road to have the opportunity to mow grass on a major league field.”
In 2013, Mellor’s artistry became the centerpiece not only for Fenway Park, but for Boston as a whole. After the bombing at the Boston Marathon, he was asked to carve a commemorative design into center field, a large Red Sox “B” with the word “Strong” underneath, encircled in light grass and highlighted within a simple cross-hatched plaid, the intricacies of which were done by hand with brooms and water hoses. Those in attendance gathered around the piece and bowed their heads in a moment of silence. Subsequent news stories focused simultaneously on the city of Boston enduring the trauma of the attack and on Mellor’s own personal narrative with PTSD. To Red Sox fans, his internal struggles acted as a touch point for the city as a whole. "That event brought the community together—it was spiritual in many ways," Mellor told ESPN. "I was proud to be part of the Red Sox family. I was proud to be part of 'Boston Strong.'"